♥ Thursday, May 31, 2007
Had a terrible nightmare this morning.
Utterly horrible. Lols.
3:28 pm
`all i need is you
♥ Wednesday, May 30, 2007
A project session ytday made me realise how much i missed you.
LOLS. This isn't an exaggeration. Anyway sry arh. This isn't refering to mr shen, but to miss yap. My dear old friend.
Yup. Not just a
mate (pls refer noun 4.b), but also a efficient business partner. YAYS.
Someone whom i go for lunch/dinner (90% bedok central; 60% bedok BK lols) tgt with, almost everyday after sch.
Someone who knows how to handle my emo behaviour, and someone whom i can handle her flurry attitude (不愧是 chilli, not easy task that anybody can leh).
Best part of all, even projects or whatever "personal projects" (like about sucksuckcca and ndp surprise party), everything is like very nicely arranged. "Nicely" refers to we know both of us are striving to do our best and got 认真努力过, and the result is a great sense of satisfactory. Feeling like champs. Lols.
There was this time. In sucksuckcca room, doing up the photoboard, hahs then we were like arguing about whose idea makes more sense. Then Pam see le she 怕怕, thought we quarrel. LOLS. Then we told her to relax, we were nowhere near any quarrels or fights. It's just our way of communication. Both trying to get our points across another. Just that our faces like no smile and our voice a bit louder only mah. HAHAHAAS. 习惯了，我们每次都是这样的嘛。不是吵架。哈。In the end, we'll always get a nice solution after understanding both sides' point of view. We look like we're quarrelling, but we're not. If is quarreling, then you'll see both eyes got 杀气 and won't really talk much.
Another case is that the CME project i kinda like it. Cus we four (with shiyi and mandy) really do v fast. Like settled everything within a day lor. So impressive. Do a model can do so fast sia. This
CME project is dated 15 apr '06.
Not bhb or what. But i think we both tgt is almost-perfect combo. 谦虚一点 lols. When i mention mistakes, she understands, accepts and won't take it to offence at all. And vice-versa too. Cus know each other too well, to take constructive comments to be offensive. Then our work is swift with good quality. (Wahahhaas.) Efficiency is there and we are prolific people. LOLS.
I'm facing an opposite scenario currently. This is why i suddenly missed your presence so much. Wahahhahs. And i felt fortunate that i was pretty lucky in the past.
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There are people whom you can hang around with pretty well, but can never do work properly tgt. It's just due to having different mindsets, thus having different ideology and the way they work. There are people whom you can work flawlessly with tgt, but not as a friend or companionship.
Hahs.
But she's definately one whom i can work very well with, and one whom i can get along very well with. Both a friend and a work partner.
11:29 am
`all i need is you
♥ Monday, May 28, 2007
HAHS CUTE MAH? Sry always bringing you trouble. =CC
WOAINI.
2:11 am
`all i need is you
♥ Monday, May 21, 2007
Baby.
I'm getting worried le.
How come now 2+pm already you never reply me.
Still sleeping mah? (How come so late le u haven't wake up sia.) So worrying. Maybe you gone to school le bah.
Hais. 让我很担心 neh.
=CC
2:03 pm
`all i need is you
Warning: Long post ahead, beware.This is for the last week.
"rewind... replay..." LOLS.
I don't even have the time to go msn, let alone posting here. Kinda getting out of the shitty feeling le bah btw.
Umm. Here is what i did for IDS module (interior design) on this assignment called ONE-POINT PERSPECTIVE drawing.
Click to see expansion in a new window. Hees.
So happy. Though doesn't look that wondrously (don't doubt, this word does exist n the dictionary) nice, but at least i drew something which looked like a kitchen. So cool. Interior design has always been my passion since young. Though i like it lots, that doesn't mean i can draw it or whatsoever. Lols. Finally did something 像样 lor. 很有成就感 sia.
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Then this week embarked on a new job. Quite out of the blue. Melvin intro de. (And surprisingly i know of a dirty secret. Lols. No lar jk. The secret is perfect clean and fine. Don't you worry. Congrats lar btw.) Like colleagues again? Humph. How come you everytime start working two weeks earlier than me de? Once my senior, twice again my senior.
But overall, the week seemed to suck pretty much. Especially being the odd week (which meant having practicals, thus lessons ending late). And also, i seem to have a packed schedule for everyday (not even a peaceful saturday, except sunday of cus).
Days hadn't been easy. Snoozing off at basically every bus trips and lessons is a bad start already. The worse part to come is that 24 hours don't seem enough.
Wake up, school, rush to work, home (around 12am mind you), sleep, wake up, school, work, home then almost immediately sleep.
What is this man. It's not just a tight/fully-filled schedule. It's an
overlapping schedule you know. Like wtf. As what i mentioned, the last event of the day suffers most. Like weekdays, i'm never not-late for work. (Which simply means i'm always late lor.) I jollywell know that nick (and maybe others and etc) is getting 不爽 that i'm getting four hours of pay when i'm actually only working for three hours plus. I agree it's not fair i know. But anyway, seriously i don't mind getting paid for 3 hours per day, since this is only right. Isn't it?
Yup. This Fair Employment project thing quickly finish please, pretty please.
应付不来就不要硬硬来。Can't handle too much then don't gei-kiang. This is something which i've learn recently. Nice one sia.
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Even saturday is almost no longer my rest day. Umm. Morning went back to bedoknorth to see some long lost peeps. Hahs. Really very much wanted to see peiting and huiying (my IFLAT jiemeis wansui`! whahahahas). But then stupid of me forgot that their O lvl year no need go CCA already. (Hahs suddenly rmb peiting everytime complain to me sec four v busy and stress.)
Then me n li met at mac. (AHH along the way saw chenyuan and his friends, he say the gang of them were in his house last night, so he nv slp. Can tell by his messy hair btw. LOLS.) Then walked to sch. Passed/Sneaked through the security guard post smoothly (lucky the guard nv see me wearing slippers, though i prepared the fact that i broke my toenail LOLS).
Then realised that many of the old peeps no longer around. Only got those sec ones de, all i don't know. Got cute faces, got fierce faces. Some v friendly got smile to me, while some i heard from li that diao her. Sec fours not around. Then 2 out of 3 sec threes went for NDP practice. (Btw i wondered how will this year's NDP be. I rmb last year's quite lame i saw on the TV for sec schs uni-grps.)
Then just hang around the sch. Really boliao cus need to wait for them to finish the parade. The amusing thing is their drills. Kinda omfg. But can't blame bah, they still new mah. While waiting for their badgework (oh ya they still owe the both us some badges since last year), we boliao use com. We both brought com mah. But then the sch sucked. Lols. Cus no power outlets anywhere, and somemore no wireless. (Actually they have, but don't bother to turn it on, unless for their own use.) Then we rant about how gd our schs (np and sp) are, compared to well-known-to-be-budget bedoknorth. Hahs. Took stupid pics (got nice ones also lar) with the webcam. Then we shared stuffs via bluetooth. Then afterthat shengxiong arrived to visit his bb, as well as to catch up with us. Hahs. Funny lar. Now we three are in v diff schs. Np, sp and tp. Then he showed us a pic telling how pretty his female classmate is. LOLS.
Btw, li intro-ed me a website. You go
http://www.myheritage.com and there you upload a pic of yourself, the face recognition technology will show you which celebrities you look like, be it angmohs, hongkongers, taiwaneses, japs, koreans or even mediacorp kias. The thing which i hated is that you are required to register an account. But then this thing over here is good for
when you have nothing better to do. Lols. This is shengxiong (aka bear bear or he calls himself patrick from spongebob squarepants) intro-ed to zhili (aka li or chilli) first. Then she go intro to me. Hahs. Anyway li says she kenna look like 蔡依林 (LOLS?), and got one is 郭淑贤; in which the latter one i'd very agree on.
Don't like my teeth. And shengxiong is known to look kinda like a 色伯伯, no offence though. Hahs.
I'm sorry to present this sight. This is during their drills. Sec ones are beginners. I know we shouldn't set high expectations, but then we both really 看不下去 lor. This is what makes us
decide to come back and help. And least can help to teach basic drills. And i'll use scold de. Muahahhahas. Many of them lack of respect and discipline. (But honestly in mind, we keep wondering how come their skirts like so freaking long sia. o.0)
Then afterthat me and li saw xinhui and huiyi at the foodcourt. Then we four chatted and chatted. Starting from some serious issues like how the coy is going, till some far issues like "singapore may allow gay/les marriage in july due to american trading contract" and "bush falsing his own plot of the 9-11 world trade centre incident in order to find an excuse to attack iraq" and so on. It was nice to connect back to them like the past.
Generation gap isn't that huge i realised, even when one is sec two, the other is sec three, talking with 2 graduates.
You just have to find common grounds to stand on.Yup. Then huiyi reminded me of our birthdays are coming. YAY. Lols. Hers is 1st july while mine 5th. Don't know why. Always felt that she at most only one year younger than me. Hardly can believe that she's two year younger, since the day i know her. Cus perhaps the way she present herself makes me feel that she's much older than the rest of her age de.
Hahs. Btw heard the new principal sucks. She scolds the pupils every morning, unlike our much loved mrs-旗袍-yap who encourages pupils with a smile every morning. Even xinhui was like, "幸好你们早走了。" Lols. Then they say peiting organising outing during june holidays. Ya i know le, she got ask me too. Hahs.
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Think that will be all le bah. Hahs. Me, the 长气婆 wor. So long sia this post. Tml needa go for BE society first meeting in the night. In division 1 under pinghong, one of our class' student leader during the freshman orientation. Umm took off from work le. (Yay at least got a breather.)
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Now is amost 4am le.
Dear dear arh, 你睡了吗？Good nite and sweet dreams wor. 爱你哦。
1:17 am
`all i need is you
♥ Sunday, May 20, 2007
When things are getting too overwhelming, it always seem that the last thing on your list gets sacrificed.
Last thing on your list doesn't equate to the least important thing.
The worst thing that can happen is when the last thing on your day happens to be the most important of all. I'm not trying to push my blame or what. But still, i do not see it as totally my fault or whatsoever. I am not apologetic you see. I'm just upset that this is the first time i have seen you so freaking angry with me. It scares me. This is no kidding matter; somehow that's what my brain thinks, and i am v affected by this fact.
It's like "Why are you like that? We don't seem to know each other anymore, you know."
两败俱伤。
I know that you're upset. I know that
i'm v upset too. So, what is this shit man. I kill you, you kill me.
Woah, happy ending isn't it?
Well. I just wish for us to be happily together. It's just so simple.
All started with me ending my visitation of my old sch late, thus ending my
proj late. 我觉得我们很可笑。You're upset
cus i wasted one nice chance which is to your likings. [
LMAO.] I'm upset
cus i have never seen you treat me like this so coldly, just
bcus u didn't get what you wanted (instead of trying to coax you and 哄你开心). [Some stupid petty
lameshit of me, right.]
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Okay fine.
Everything's over
le. Don't bring it up again anymore. It hurts. A lot in fact.
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Let's just hope that we won't have such abrasion in the future
kaes. 很伤和气的。
Always remember, everything and anything all come back to these three words. 老公 i love you.
7:44 pm
`all i need is you
♥ Thursday, May 17, 2007
Now is in fact 11.03PM on my com's clock. Yup. This is typed on bus (even on bus can receive wireless signals sia, but couldn't use internet cus the signals here are either too weak or are mostly security-enabled with passwords, sigh).
Wanted to finish up my MS excel assignment thing. But then the bus is damn shaky and my hands have v limited movement due to small seating area on board. Sigh again. Lols gave up doing excel cus i can't select properly with the pointing devise (aka touchpad on the notebook). Now on the way home after work on bus 63 from outram to eunos.
Almost nobody in the world has not complaint about being tired. 说不累是骗人的啦。 So the only thing i can say is i feel as if like 半条命 lor.
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Ya. Happy 4th month is not easy to come by. Though come to think about it, we didn't really face major difficulties all along.
Yup. These days have changed and evolved. Starting, i was like in breko. Lols. You v silly leh. Hahs. *pinch your face* Then beginning everything was like 很甜蜜 lor. HAHAS. Ton overnight. (I've gotta admit this. 那次的时光，真的让我好难忘哦。) It was like "how i wish this moment can last forever" you know.
Then there's this statement in the past. (Hahs was first said on our first date.) It goes like this: 不在乎天长地久，只在乎
现在拥有。 We were unsure of how things will become in the future. But somehow, eventually mindset changes. Now we try to have 永远拥有。
Come to think about it, sometimes things in life seem to be so magical. 有点梦幻，有点难以置信。好像就在做梦。
Now things have 稳定下来。风平浪静的日子蛮好过的。谁知哪天我们可能缘分已尽，我会把这些最宝贵的回忆牢牢紧记在我的心中。
只想对你说：老公，谢谢你给我的一切。我爱你。
1:02 am
`all i need is you
♥ Monday, May 14, 2007
Monday.
Lols.
Hahs one whole weekend never do any assignments. *applause* Weekends really is 名副其实的 my-REST-DAY.
Yays.
Now first lesson
nia. I WANT TO SLEEP.
Zz.
Yar. No tag board here.
Lols as usual.
By the way, now the class seems v excited for the online quiz. Trying to get better marks.
Hahs hyper. I only get 65 marks out of 100. Tried twice, both same score. Then don't wanna try anymore
le.
Sian hahs.
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Yay your mid-yrs finish
le. You happy, i happy. =DD
想你。哈！
10:48 am
`all i need is you
♥ Tuesday, May 08, 2007
New blog. Yet another blog.
Hahs. Umm. Lemme count. Forth actual-using blog i guess.
Back from POC ytday. (Ytday as in sunday, despite it's over 12am.)
So tired. Eyes seem so desperate to close.
Yup. Sometimes, it's scary that years seem to repeat themselves. Just happened to notice the similarities suddenly. Like "Wah, what on earth is happening?!" They are like endless cycles. Is this phenomenon just pure coincidence or is this the cause of one's unchangeable 本性? I think i may need more years to find out. About the relations and patterns.
Almost-too-much things have been pumped into me, as it just suddenly stroke me that somehow it's time to return. Almost forgotten about it. Yup, it's about time.
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Somehow, i'm just so sure from the start. Don't ask me why. I just know that you're the one. One-more-week-to-forth-month has still been holding this true. There's still a long long way to go. 剩下的旅途，我们一起度过吧。《-凤爱荣-》
1:12 am
`all i need is you
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