♥ Saturday, October 06, 2007
The public transport (ie bus and train) dilemma.

Why is it a must that young people must give seats?
I don't think all who don't give seats to elderly deserved to be stared at.
They sure must have their own reasons why they don't wanna give seats.

Some common reasons.


It's not fair right. Some middle-aged uncles or aunties need not give seats to elderly. But when young people don't give seats, everybody will stare at the person. It's always like that.

*typ stands for the young person/people.

01 Carry too many things - Hands are so full that typ can't even grab any poles to hold. Typ Won't be able to stand properly, thus falling.

o2 Travel long distance - It doesn't feel good to stand in a bus/train for an hour, trust me.

03 Feel unwell - Motion sickness, or just simply unwell (like headache and nausea). Or probably that time of the month. Not fair! Unwellness isn't written on the forehead lo.

04 Painful shoes - Erm this also applies to feet which has already kenna blisters, or maybe typ had twisted his/her legs some days ago. Basically covers typ who are not at the right condition to stand for long.

Blah blah. And so on, and so forth. Etc etc reasons.

The most common for me is travel long distance. Speaking of this, GAHHH. Lols. It's funny that when you reach your destination, you noticed that every single passenger on the bus/train has been changed to a different face. HAHS feel like screaming this: besides the driver, i'm in this bus the longest than any other, bwahhahahahs. Lols lame sia, it's not like got prize to win right.

I remembered the most angry thing ever encountered was going to outram from sch. When i got on the bus, not many people. But gradually i opened my eyes (with resting with my eyes closed) and saw many senior citizens inside the bus. Gahhhh. Then when you look around, you see all those who are sitted have white hair. -_- And every stop, old people came on board. It was a single decked bus, how depressing. It's not that i've have no respect for old people. But that day i really didn't feel good. Girls' woe, you know. I can't imagine standing for like 45mins. Feeling nausea and the bloatedness and the cramp and the blah. People all stare at me as if i'm satan. Really hor, feel like sticking a banner on the forehead: I AM FEELING DISCOMFORT. PLEASE DO NOT THREATEN ME WITH YOUR STARES AND EXPECT ME TO STAND. THANK YOU. And anyway i'm having the inside seat. It's obviously hard for me to get out (to give seats to any elderly). It happened that the gap between the front seats and my seats are way too much smaller than the usually. My legs can't even rest comfortably. (I'll never stick my leg to the back of my front seat passenger, knowing how uncomfortable the person in front would feel.) Blah blah. It sucks to try to put up a thick skin. Lols.

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K i talked to much le.

Hahs i'm still wondering how i managed to use sim card until left exactly one cent's value. Zz sia. First thought, must be ahdom that day go marine parade little things keep calling me. Even we 3 girls go toilet also need to call. And my phone no free incoming lo. I trying to save my value, in hope can tahan longer. (Cus too broke to top up.) Then there you are, keep calling wasting my value. LOLS. Sigh. Anyway i thought below $1 cannot use anymore le??? Have been using this starhub green card for quite some time. Always message until 90+cents, then cannot use le. -_-

Yay got the bb uniform from j-chu this afternoon. Then was thinking better not borrow from sx. Cus he still goes back bnss for parades as primer, and if caleb knows... Woah wan dan le. Wan dan = finished egg. HAHS. Quite spontaneous lar j-chu. Came all the way to sch bus stop (lols so tiring i walked three bus stops) to pass over the uniform. Then he crossed over the traffic light to the other side of the bus stop, and take bus back. -___- Though ubi not far, but still. Kinda apologetic, hehs. So as for now... I still need the crossbelt! Lols, all bb materials are borrowed from jeremies (or jeremys), one chu one chua, zzz.

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Preview~ Doing up some stuffs lately. Gallery under construction, blah.

Nah, these are made especially because of your influence.

=DDD The donut and sushi are exactly what you ate. Erm and then those burgers ha ha ha, with references from mcd.sg website. First one is cheeseburger, second one is anyhow burger (it looks like mcchicken though) and the bottom double layer de is bigmac.

These two above are screenshots, intentionally resized to reduce file size. But spoils the image quality sia. Png is better than jpeg (actually depends, lols). But i like the fact that png can be made transparent (or translucent) background, and creates small file size.

Sian running out of ideas of food le. Gimme more ideas leh.

Drawing is fun. But not fun when no ideas.
Animating gif not bad also lar. Quite fun. But problems liao liao sometimes.

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This akon song very funny. Okie lar not as in funny. But still. It keeps going, "you can put the blame on me, you can put the blame on me, you can put the blame on me..." Lols you can put the blame on me for zillion times. Damn i sing until my jaws aching. XD
Sorry, blame it on me. (Gees, it's a friend of rihanna's shut up and drive, well and even umbrella. Repeat and repeat, lols.)

:) :l :( :D
(The above faces represents 喜怒哀乐 respectively lols.)

The radio kept blasting this ♫ till now.
Oh it's what you do to me-e-e, oh it's what you do to meee.

Close your eyes, listen to my voice it's my disguise, i'm by your side. (Sounds sibei freaky lo. Loools, sorry i killed the romanticness of it.)

But honestly it's quite nice and sweet.
Sound from acoustic guitar is fab. =))

I like it just because:
A thousand miles seem pretty far. But they've got planes and trains and cars. I'll walk to you if i had no other way.
~you put this. Months ago. LOLS.

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This week never see you. Sobs.

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Bb gdnite, you know i miss you. Ha ha.
4:33 am
`all i need is you
♥ Thursday, September 27, 2007
Hahs.

Photos (both below) courtesy of lewis. It's always good to share laughter. Good for the heart wor, health researchers have always claimed mah.


This is really funny lar. Can't resist to use the s word on her. Got people so stupid one meh? Even a three-year-old toddler could answer the question correctly, i presumed.

Must be very xia suay lo. The audience must have laughed until peng (collapse).

Conclusion #01: She sees the moon from earth's point of view (basically smaller than size of a mooncake).
Conclusion #02: She worships the thai culture, and hence thought that elephants (sacred) are the 'greatest' thing in the universe.
Conclusion #03: She's really nervous and made a careless mistake, like what we usually do in maths.
Conclusion #04: This is a hoax. (But i'd like to choose to believe that it's not a hoax, so i can LAUGH AT IT.)

Final say: Thankfully she didn't choose the peanut. (It's like OMG haven't you seen a little peanut before? Okie maybe she might have seen a humongous peanut somewhere, i can't comment on that cus singapore is so small and i'm like a frog in the well. Technology is also always advancing, which makes genetic modifications absolutely not impossible. And, i said MAYBE.)

ROFL leh. (I feel so mean, bwahahhas. Laughing at her, who's already so sad-case le.)

Another one: The difference between mcd-local and mcd-jap.


Somehow my sixth sense tells me that this is done by some sexistly, male-chauvinist man.

Guys all drool over japanese girls. Comparing like that, it's not fair you know. Hmpf. =C Guys are meanies and materialistically 现实. (Hahs but not ALL lar. Just the minorities are white sheep -meaning the rest are black sheep hehs- bah. I'm just stereotyping anyway. Stereotyping people is kinda bad. It just means that i'm as mean as the black sheep. Lols.)

But what to do sia. It seems that jap girls are all blessed with very angelic faces. HAHS.

Gd nite and gd morning. And a belated lantern festival, mooncake festival, or mid-autumn festival. (So many terms for what sia. o.0)

Miss miss. You you.
3:16 am
`all i need is you
♥ Sunday, September 23, 2007
Chapter #02 * Hopes and Dreams
Definition: Gratifying or beautiful aspirations. (noun)

It seems like everybody have their hopes and dreams.

Some wanna be the CEO, maybe some wants fame on the stage. Different people have different wishes.

Lols it's a bit sad when come to think about myself, i don't seem to have any aspirations. That's probably why i still don't know which course i wanna take next year. Maybe i think too much. Perhaps.

I envy people who really try to head to wherever they aspired.

Let's say jarrold. (Ha i rmb sitting next to him during geog/ss.) In his sec sch days, he was always seen drawing animes or designing fonts. Sketching, sketching and sketching. Until sometimes mr fong see liao buay song. (LOLS.) Then as everyone has expected, he indeed went to a design course in tp. (My comment: since he has the passion and talent, why not. =D)

Even peiting my junior applied to the DPA intake (even though failed to get accepted) in the apparel design and merchandising course in tp. But honestly i admire her effort to pursue her dreams. 佩服。

At least they know what they want for their future. I have like nuts for myself.

Even zhili said last time, "I thought you were very keen on going to a design course." Lols and *surprise surprise* my first choice on the JAE wasn't any design course at all. "So why you chose this?" Umm good question. Well, apparently there isn't any sch of design in ngeeann, and i thought this course would be the closest (after i looked at the modules list) to a design course. Ahahs, and i'm wrong.

Which is why now i'm scared to decide which course to take next year. Cus even if i go around the polytechnics' websites looking at their course modules, i'm still not convinced about choosing the courses. Because words can lie. (Okie LIE is a word too strong.) I shall rephrase this. Because words can be misleading. They can have a nice chunk of essay, telling you the wonderful job scope of this course, like opportunities to work in raffles city hotel etc and is greatly in demand due to the flourishing tourism. But the fact is you check for water leaks, aircon system, and things like that. Pretty sad, isn't it? Yes, i finally gotta admit that i'm scared. I hate to admit my weaknesses. I don't like to appear weak and pathetic.

And i think that's why people (esp younger ones) have told me that i'm a cheerful and optimistic person. (Bwahahahs.) Ironically, i'm the opposite. Somehow apparently, if you've got enough power to see thru me.

I am no optimist. Or, i am a fake optimist. HA!
(I didn't fake it on purpose you know, it's just the side effect of me trying to appear strong.)

Okie well i think i steered way off the topic.

Once i asked jarrold, "Is your course competitive?" He said, "Quite. But i'm good. Ha ha." Really -_- sia. Doesn't sound comforting at all. I'm not good. Not good at all. I can't draw, damn. And i know ALL design-relevant courses have to draw, even for digital animation or moving images.

Honestly, (i know i keep saying this) if i had a choice, i wouldn't want to continue my studies after sec sch. But obviously singaporeans don't have a choice. No basic diploma, who's gonna hire you? With an O level cert, no matter you've got all A1s or flunked till F9s, one only can work like waitress or cashier that kind. Well, i guess nobody wants such job positions forever. The reason is simple. How am i gonna support my kids next time? Where are they gonna live, roadside? How am i going to feed my children, white bread for every meal? I don't think i'm materialistic. I don't expect living in condos, driving big car, becoming a successful career woman and stuffs like that. All i want is just a stable income to support the family. (Hahs i'm guessing i think too far, and too family-minded. All i care and want for my future is a nice family with good husband and children? Lols sia.) And no, i won't become a yellow-faced-aunty (aka 黄脸婆). Cus i think the wife should help her man generate income as well. It's fair i find, or else simply let the guy alone stress over the bills and household expenses meh? Financially very strain de wor. I daresay that i am one whom have kinda low expectations in life.

I'd like repeat this over and over again. Cus people around me have told me that they're tempted to change/switch/quit.
01) Don't change just because of influence.
(Influence as in, you see somebody quit, then you also feel like quiting too.)
02) Don't change just because of people you dislike.
(It won't do you any good, you see.)
Failure to abide by these two rules-of-thumb above, might result in regretting what you've done (change/switch/quit). And that will be too late le.

Lols scary huh? I used bigger and bigger font size to emphasize the important points. (Got too carried away.) Bwahahahs.

Quite thankful. Mmm i also don't know what to say. "Friends will always be friends what. Not in np cannot be friend meh." Hey. I am touched. No kidding. ='( Very touched lo. Hahs really glad you people think this way. I'm still extra, somehow. It's a fact. HAHSigHAHS.

Guessed i know why already, i am in no mood to go look for job yet. Weird enough. (I rmb i used to be very determined to get a job after Os before xmas'06, and ahahs i did get a job.) Cus i haven't decided where to go next year, so i didn't feel like moving on. Time obviously won't wait for me, but hey it's a kind of mentality, you see. Not panicking or what. Cus the jobs i'm interested in, they're those that most people will not be interested. I gotta admit i've got a weird taste, i don't go for the norm. (So am i an abnorm? Is it something to be happy or sad about, oh dear.) When i was younger, i told myself after Os that, i'd like to try working in a cafe OR in a post office sorting out the letters according to interestingly-different addresses. I've kinda fulfilled the first one. So, heh heh heh. Maybe i shall fulfil the second one this time round, since i can work full time. Maybe maybe.

I don't have big dreams. But i do have those little whimsy dreams. I guess that's enough to overwhelm me for the time being. I'm actually easily satisfied (though i may seem picky). Got deardear enough le. Damn, sorry i know i'm very emotionally dependent on you. But i've improved throughout these months. Not too sure if you've realised. But i did realised one thing. =DD

Woah near 6am le. Officially nocturnal. Think i'm gonna wake at 5pm. I typed for a freaking long period. =_=" Well good nite. And i love you.
4:04 am
`all i need is you
♥ Monday, September 17, 2007
This is on 911, september eleven 2007.

儿子 suddenly tell me go interc teach him chem cus the next day got prelim. Then end up spending most of the time playing instead of revising work. -_- My fault lo. (Why always like that?!)


Dom erzhi / laobu / bedok library 2nd level.


*takes pic with webcam*
K, "Don't come too near me hor, later ur papa not happy."
D, "Hmpf, mummy doesn't love me anymore."


When boliao-ism dawns upon...


Attempting to make multiple shots (animated with 9 shots exactly) to depict a horror scene of unknown string swinging in the library. But doesn't look scary at all leh, boo...


At 'work' / change of location to princess mac (yay 24 hours everyday) after library closed at 9pm.

Dom calls jem on the phone, "Tml what are the sure-come-out topics for geog? ... *jots down* ..."
Me to dom, "Psss, jem on the line arh? I want tell him something. V fast de."
*passes phone to me*
Me to jem, "You might not know who i am right now, but if i tell you something, you'll know who i am already. I NEED THE CROSSBELT (to make the bb bear)."
Jem, "Kimhong arh?"
Me, "Yes."
Jem, "What you doing there? Ask that idiot to go home study!"
Me, "-_- ......wait arh."
*passes phone to dom*
(dunno what they talking)
Dom, "She help me tuition chem mah blah blah x%$v#o&..."

Noticed that i've only lost 40% of my chem skill. Not bad eh. LOLS. Most of the things haliza taught i still can do.

E maths is i lost 60% skill. =c Hahs.

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Joke phases of the day.

If electricity come from electrons, does morality comes from morons?

Can i have your picture? I like to collect natural disasters.

Is that your face, or just that your ass has been misplaced?

Your village called, their idiot is missing.

I'd like to smack you, if not for the fact that shit splatters.

Why don't you put a condom on your head? If you're gonna act like a dick, you might as well get dressed up.

I ate my homework cus it was a piece of cake.

Don't be open-minded, your brains might fall out.

Welcome to Loserville. Population: you.

If i'm what i eat, then i'm cheap, quick and easy.

Can i have your picture, so i can show santa what i want for x'mas? (So cute! XD)

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Well gd luck for all exams. Be it end-of-sem exams, prelims or blah.

Yar i know now it's the prelim period. Well, if ur prelims results are gd, then congrats. If not so gd, nvm no need despair cus usually the Os and prelims results DIFFER. Don't worry too much. =)) JIAYOU.
5:54 pm
`all i need is you
♥ Sunday, September 16, 2007
Hungry though dinner eat at burgerking le. (But i'm not a glutton, just due to the fact that i seem to be having one meal per day.)

*cooks myojo*

*back from hiatus* Yay eat and wash finish le. Wah going 4am soon le.

Talking about instant noodles, hahs my taste buds like them in these order:

- Nissin CQYD 出前一丁

- Myojo

- Maggi

Cus both cqyd and myojo the noodles turn translucent when cooked. This property, meaning that the resulting mee is springy and light. Conclusion: YUMMY. On the other hand, maggi's noodles turn opaque and starchy after boiling in water. This makes it kinda 腻 lo.

But still, maggi is the mother of all instant mee (locally). Wahahahhas.

Ya came back from swim and a hair-cut. But still look the same lo, just that everything shorter, plus face redder.

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Gagagaggagahs! I must be crazy to do such a thing. (Layout look diff hor? Cus edited again already.) Siao liao siao liao. Stupid stupid stupid. Wagahagagagawagaghs. T_T! Yes i'm crazy.



Hahahahahahahhas. I feel damn stupid. But nevertheless, got plenty of blues i like. =D My favourite part? Flobby's got a heart-shape on her head! XD She's so cute lo. But that bigbig head is obviously no where near cute. =x LOLS.

Though over 12am le, but still. A happy 8th month, bibi. =DDD Technically correct mah, since from 15sept to 14oct it'd be the 8th month, so can still use happy 8th month lo.

爱你爱你爱你。
2:51 am
`all i need is you
♥ Saturday, September 08, 2007
When things don't go your way...


(Flobby!)

Things to do to chill when damn frustrated by re-sewing the same front parts like thrice (and still wrong)? Play with webcam. Ha ha.

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05sep07

Sunset at the east. (And i thought sun sets in the west? Eh no wonder woodlands always can see the burning sun in the early evening lo. Woodlands considered northwest bah.)



I still think my face look buay song leh. Lols. Shrugs what to do, my face is always like that de.
I didn't take this artistic pic, neither did the tree. =)

Honestly now, looking at the sky colour, doesn't it looks a bit like the ones from ms powerpoint? Those gradient fills, preset sunsets.

Just noticed that, that day was like the first wednesday of the month. Ahahs. No wonder need to donate 10cents for that plastic bag. Me slow sia.

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Ikea 2008 catalogue at my mailbox, yay.

But nth much new leh. Still kinda the same old stuffs like previous years. These two, caught my eyes however.


Awwwww. I want these for my future house also. Can can? *presses your head down* Yay, u nodded your head, thanks bibi! Nah, a kiss for u in return. Muacks. (自作多情。LOLS.)

I'm like way too self-entertaining. Cus probably i've got a lil bit too much time in my hands. *shrugs* Do pardon.


This one so cute leh. And price seems okie too leh.

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Different pple have different styles of sending pics. Was rummaging some old files. Saw this zipped folder (only like a few pics) labelled of my name from chenyuan. His style of sending is a lil late, and will send selected pics with your face inside to you. (Note that this is not a criticism. =3) So was looking at the old pics mah, saw this particular one.

Like eh got my face inside meh? Looking carefully then i saw me. Ha. Damn funny lo.

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News of this week. (All sources from the strait times.)




That two-headed turtle so cute sia.
Umm and the murder (i assumed) cases, didn't understand why the murderers would wanna dispose the bodies into water sia. Can get discovered easily (since will float) and somemore pollutes the water (no offence to the victims). Reservoirs are meant for our taps man. We drink those water leh. =_= Anyway i read in the papers for the one in bedok reservoir, that a kayaking (or some other water sports) instructor first noted the corpse of the maid under the floating platform (i was walking on the platform some weeks ago =.=!!!), while bringing a grp of 10+ sec sch students. Like can u imagine that. Students are there, you know. Sigh, was thinking of going there for a run.
And eh marine south. Steamboats anybody? (Jk.) There so ulu. Ya anything happens who knows man. Sigh for the victim.

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Gdnite. Gdnite. (Though not slping yet.)
1:19 am
`all i need is you

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